Impulsive

Since middle school, I've been one of those people who know what my dreams are, what I want someday to be, so I'm not one of those people who feel like I'm in the 'wrong major'. The point is if it's like a journey I know what my destination is.

But when it comes to the process, I am an impulsive person, meaning I am not the type of person who plans a dream journey step by step, this may be my weakness, an unsupportive environment (where I myself have to find the point of awareness why I chose an option, but nevertheless realize it's too late), or maybe one type of personality. I never planned in advance that I had to study at campus X, then work at company X. I just followed the process and took the opportunities I could take, and at some point, I also tried to get out of my comfort zone.

Thank God I have finished college, the goal was achieved. After college, I look for work, I want to be a programmer, I'm also tired, where is it? I don't plan important where there is opportunity. Then I once told a co-worker that I wanted to experience what it's like to work in a foreign company. Thank God I'm tired now even though my English is stammering, I'm not too obsessed with a particular company, the important thing is that it's accepted, the salary is okay, the technology is modern, and the responsibilities are okay. So far I feel grateful that I can still survive in the field that I am interested in. I can still work as a software developer in a foreign company even though I am in a village, what if I can't survive? my options so far:

1. change the wheel of entrepreneurship (I said entrepreneurship is not an entrepreneur because maybe it's just opening a shop, selling, opening a shop, looking for vendors to provide goods, buying and selling again..., I've practiced this, only now I still want to code

2. Become a photographer (this may not be too difficult because I've been a photographer for many years).

Then what is my other dream? I want to set foot abroad? how is it going? I don't know if it's through 'work', through education (if this doesn't seem possible), or traveling using a travel service, or it doesn't work, but I hope that it will be achieved.

Are you an impulsive person too? Can you tell me a story?